sooooooooooooo, i totally just woke up from the most amazing nap ever(: haha. i didnt even know i fell asleep. apparantly i got home, went straight to the couch, and crashed:D well something has really been bothering me, and i guess the main point of this is to vent your feelings so..
sometimes i just know i'm never going anywhere. i want this so bad. more than anything. but theres just so many talented musicians out there. HA i'd never stand a chance.but then again maybe i will. not knowing really makes me anxious! its anoying. you never know in the music and i dont have much time. it sounds RETARDED. but it's true, i have to get noticed soon. and i cant believe, my dad turned down that agency. that could have been my ONLY shot. the only one. and i feel like not everyone is fully behind me on this. even though they are more than ever! whats wrong with me?
Me and andrea have officially decided to go to the american idol finally. HAHA. and you can bet yur' bottem dollar:) we will be front row. i dont know hooow we are going to achieve this but, we will. it's bothering me that i have no plans tomorrow! i neeeeeeeeeeed plans, this is crazy. and guess what? i lost my cellphone. pure genious.
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