i kind of feel like a slut, oh God. i mean we didnt go that far, but i cant help myself to think a lot of people dont go this far. i was perfectly comfortably with making out with him, so why do i feel like a slut. ugh and hes coming over tomorrow. truth is i dont want him to right now. not tomorrow, before 3 i just dont!!!:/ why is life like this. i love him i really do, hes wonderfully amazing. gahhhh. help??