Thursday, September 24, 2009
come back to me
HELLO BLOGGERS.
you probably think i fell off the face of this earth:)
but i didnt! YAY? im moved in the new house and in my fourthish week at JCHS? anywho, its quite the cute town. its a smalltown with a bunch of drama, but i think i might like it okay. there are a hella amount of rednecks. baha. but i dont mind rednecks. something ive realized about myself lately is that, i like all certain types of people. really. i dont mind people unless they are just ignorant and straight up STUPID. iv made a huge amount of friends. its amazing.. im actually really proud of myself for making friends so quick. theres one boy; samual oxford:P he is the absolute BEST friend to me, he is amazing times 3284729384723894723409872984238742389. you have no clue. i got mono, he brought me all my work. i get hurt he is always there with a hug. i love this kid, hes like my own brother. there was one love intrest. but whatever. its done. he was amazing, flawless really. he had the most beautiful half smile. oh my lord. but its done, i need to keep reminding myself. he led me on. he had a girlfriend. he told me i was "so pretty" and i made him smile. and now that him and his girlfriend broke up. he isnt even going for me. hes going for some jock girl in my homeroom, now all his feelings are gone. like he never liked me. whatever im cool with it..rec soccer started:P. uhhhhhhh, its so lonely without my brother. i miss him so much. the one thing i had to say was, me and God are finally close. closer than ever. i am finally apreciating the beauty of everything he does. i am moved at youth night every wednesday. i cried at the alter, and me and megan and sydney came up and gave me a hug. i feel like these girls are my family. already, its insane. im so terrified me and my hickory friends are drifting..it sucks..bad. so far month one of jones county=pretty damn good:) much love.
you probably think i fell off the face of this earth:)
but i didnt! YAY? im moved in the new house and in my fourthish week at JCHS? anywho, its quite the cute town. its a smalltown with a bunch of drama, but i think i might like it okay. there are a hella amount of rednecks. baha. but i dont mind rednecks. something ive realized about myself lately is that, i like all certain types of people. really. i dont mind people unless they are just ignorant and straight up STUPID. iv made a huge amount of friends. its amazing.. im actually really proud of myself for making friends so quick. theres one boy; samual oxford:P he is the absolute BEST friend to me, he is amazing times 3284729384723894723409872984238742389. you have no clue. i got mono, he brought me all my work. i get hurt he is always there with a hug. i love this kid, hes like my own brother. there was one love intrest. but whatever. its done. he was amazing, flawless really. he had the most beautiful half smile. oh my lord. but its done, i need to keep reminding myself. he led me on. he had a girlfriend. he told me i was "so pretty" and i made him smile. and now that him and his girlfriend broke up. he isnt even going for me. hes going for some jock girl in my homeroom, now all his feelings are gone. like he never liked me. whatever im cool with it..rec soccer started:P. uhhhhhhh, its so lonely without my brother. i miss him so much. the one thing i had to say was, me and God are finally close. closer than ever. i am finally apreciating the beauty of everything he does. i am moved at youth night every wednesday. i cried at the alter, and me and megan and sydney came up and gave me a hug. i feel like these girls are my family. already, its insane. im so terrified me and my hickory friends are drifting..it sucks..bad. so far month one of jones county=pretty damn good:) much love.
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