lightennn up, while you still can:)

i've been listening to the eagles((((:
alright so it is MOVING DAY, woohoooo,:/
uhm, well we basically have everything in the u-haul van. and i am sitting in an emty bedroom floor, which is pretty weird and surreal, im not sure what to make of it. but eric's hot friends have been moving all the shit out of our house so, thats a plus;) so, i miss him so much. just knowing hes talking with those other girls makes me as jealous as fuckkkk. and apparently this girl "hates my guts" i dont even know her. shes a jealous bitch just because i dated alex. god..im done with this drama, i just dont want to deal with it, which i dont considering im moving, i cant see how im ever going to get over him, but thats what everyone says isnt it?

no, you'll never be alone

welllll, sorry i havnt blogged in a while, i suck at life:)
anyways moving day is the tenth. im TERRIFIED and anxious. and extremely sad. i mean. im going to miss everyone here soooo friggen much<3 i got home sunday from the mall, and all my best friends threw me this cute surprise pool party:) i almost cried. they made me this huge framed collage(sp) and everything. it was so much fun, then me and andrea and emily took the party to her place ahaha and we spent the night there. went to longhorn and rented monty python, (great movie check it out(:) hmm. DUDE. im going to highschool. i am so excited, and scared. i seriously think i need more responsibility. i cant believe that in four years from now, i will be on my own. its terrifying really. and finally this year, grades become serious. i need to work ten times harder. uhg. welll, im out. sincerely, emilychristineanderson<3