its been since eighth grade since i've written in this. so much has changed, i cant even begin to explain. but i've grown a lot as a person.

i dont think you realize it. but i understand you. i get every cute little detail. and i know you understand me. everytime i'm with you, im not only with my boyfriend, im with my bestfriend. and i want it to be like that. for a long time. but i cant help but think of the "what ifs" and nothing in highschool lasts forever, right?

i hope you dance

hmm, i love being in highschool. i feel like teachers do less of the shooting of condescending looks and they treat you like you are so much older. im in love with that feeling. well friendwise, ive made amazing ones. AMAZING. they are so supportive and funny. i'm totally in love with life. except today. today sucked ass. i did NOTHING AT ALL. ew. also i almost won homecoming for my grade:D and i'm new. it made me feel amazing. i feel like i need to get new clothes. i hate mine right now. i want new variaty. lalalalala, boredom, got to keep it short. buh-bye

come back to me

HELLO BLOGGERS.
you probably think i fell off the face of this earth:)
but i didnt! YAY? im moved in the new house and in my fourthish week at JCHS? anywho, its quite the cute town. its a smalltown with a bunch of drama, but i think i might like it okay. there are a hella amount of rednecks. baha. but i dont mind rednecks. something ive realized about myself lately is that, i like all certain types of people. really. i dont mind people unless they are just ignorant and straight up STUPID. iv made a huge amount of friends. its amazing.. im actually really proud of myself for making friends so quick. theres one boy; samual oxford:P he is the absolute BEST friend to me, he is amazing times 3284729384723894723409872984238742389. you have no clue. i got mono, he brought me all my work. i get hurt he is always there with a hug. i love this kid, hes like my own brother. there was one love intrest. but whatever. its done. he was amazing, flawless really. he had the most beautiful half smile. oh my lord. but its done, i need to keep reminding myself. he led me on. he had a girlfriend. he told me i was "so pretty" and i made him smile. and now that him and his girlfriend broke up. he isnt even going for me. hes going for some jock girl in my homeroom, now all his feelings are gone. like he never liked me. whatever im cool with it..rec soccer started:P. uhhhhhhh, its so lonely without my brother. i miss him so much. the one thing i had to say was, me and God are finally close. closer than ever. i am finally apreciating the beauty of everything he does. i am moved at youth night every wednesday. i cried at the alter, and me and megan and sydney came up and gave me a hug. i feel like these girls are my family. already, its insane. im so terrified me and my hickory friends are drifting..it sucks..bad. so far month one of jones county=pretty damn good:) much love.

lightennn up, while you still can:)

i've been listening to the eagles((((:
alright so it is MOVING DAY, woohoooo,:/
uhm, well we basically have everything in the u-haul van. and i am sitting in an emty bedroom floor, which is pretty weird and surreal, im not sure what to make of it. but eric's hot friends have been moving all the shit out of our house so, thats a plus;) so, i miss him so much. just knowing hes talking with those other girls makes me as jealous as fuckkkk. and apparently this girl "hates my guts" i dont even know her. shes a jealous bitch just because i dated alex. god..im done with this drama, i just dont want to deal with it, which i dont considering im moving, i cant see how im ever going to get over him, but thats what everyone says isnt it?

no, you'll never be alone

welllll, sorry i havnt blogged in a while, i suck at life:)
anyways moving day is the tenth. im TERRIFIED and anxious. and extremely sad. i mean. im going to miss everyone here soooo friggen much<3 i got home sunday from the mall, and all my best friends threw me this cute surprise pool party:) i almost cried. they made me this huge framed collage(sp) and everything. it was so much fun, then me and andrea and emily took the party to her place ahaha and we spent the night there. went to longhorn and rented monty python, (great movie check it out(:) hmm. DUDE. im going to highschool. i am so excited, and scared. i seriously think i need more responsibility. i cant believe that in four years from now, i will be on my own. its terrifying really. and finally this year, grades become serious. i need to work ten times harder. uhg. welll, im out. sincerely, emilychristineanderson<3

thinking underage

ive got a pocket full of change, im tired of thinking underage. -teddy geiger.
he makes me smile beyond compare.
so i just got back from working and im going to have a night out with my girls.
thats all i need. right now im tired of shit. im ready to let loose.
goodbye.