holy moly:O

woooo. this is like my third blog in 10 minutes, because im lazy and i do not feel like adding more shit to my blogs so i just keep posting new short ones:)
hope you dont mind.
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well i am superpissed. i MISS HIM and i am extremely jealous of any girl that talks to him. i just want to go slap him in the face everytime he looks at another girl, might i meantion, we arent dating. so its extra hard.yes. most of my blogs talking about "him" are about one certain someone. so.. anyways its been three days since we've been apart and i start crying all the time because i miss him. im such an emotional WRECK! i hate it. i want to hate every girl hes touched. but that wont help at all. no one knows how much he meant to me and how he made my summer. every morning i'd wake up to his sweet texts. and id get butterflies whenever id hear tires in the driveway, cause i knew it was him. no one knows. yes, i have only been hanging out with him for like two months. but he has made my summer beyond amazing. i dont care. time doesnt matter. i care about him just as much as anyone whos known him his whole life.


"Emily Christine Anderson!! So much to say buy so little time befor I fall asleep, ha well hear it goes, we are so close! I love being with you, I love it when you lay on me! I love it when you look into my eyes and I glance into yours, then are lips meet! It's so amazing! When we kiss it's like no ordanary kiss! It feels like I could stay there forever! I miss you soooo much I can't even type how much I miss you. But I hope we can chill soon! I relly want to be with you emily!! When we are togeather I am care free! I feel like I'm at the highest peek in the world and no one can bring me down. I just want to stay with you and hold you forever emily! Now it's like 1am and u never txt me back so I gess you fell asleep! So I hope you read this soon! Ha I love talking to you on myspace ha but damn this is a long ass paper thing haha but to sum it all up I Alex Abbott love you Emily Anderson"

i cry everytime i read that. im so stupid. why cant he feel that way now? its only been a month. what has changed?..