summer has arrived.

wooo! woo! woooo!
its all great except the fact i dont have a freaking cellphone. i hate getting it taken away. i feel so disconnected. so today was eighth grade graduation:D yay. hahah. i hate feeling so old when im so young. its frusterating. but after graduating, i went to madisons. and we hung out with justin biddix. hahah. whos a sweetheart. im surprised he put up with me madison and caroline..we get a little..intollerable(: it was pretty great. so we got back to madisons and watched "he's just not that into you" i swear that movie inspires me to no end. i think i need to listen to it. cause my stupid retarded heart tells me hes mine. ha! he's not. and i doubt he wants to be. even though he told me he loved me last night. im sure it means nothing. and now im so stuck on him any guy that asks me out i see "him" whenever they talk to me. so i cant just date any guy. OH! hahahaha perfect just as im typing this im being asked out. guess what?! i dont know what the HELLL im going to do. i dont think i like him. ughhhh this would be the second time this happened because of stefan. im terrified that today was the last time i'll ever see him. im terrified about the thought of me probably moving. i dont know if i should hold on to my friends more or less now? to be honest im TERRIFIED of my future. im going to have to start ALL OVER AGAIN. i already had to do this two years ago, and now i have a perfect life here. what if thats not the case if i move to georgia? im so confused. im so scared, and i cant focus on anything else. im the most paranoid person ever. but its summer! time to do something spontanious. something to make my summer wonderful.