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my throat hurts like a mother:/..so im in mrs. Farris' class. and basically im bored out of my mind. and somewhat scared, because i have a telent show in like 3 hours, and i have strep freaking throat. screw everything. Why do I get strep right before my party, graduation and the talent show. How ironic right? UGH. well i watched titanic last night. and balled my eyes out for an hour. I always forget how emotional that movie makes me. I think it is so strange how things that make me upset, make me happy at the same time. You probably have no idea what im talking about. okay. also this weekend my ex-boyfriend who im still basically in love with texts me. and tells me he still has feelings for me. which should be great right? NOOOO! because he has a new rebound, and aparently hes more into her than me. and he tells me that right after he confesses he still likes me. i mean who the HELL does that? thats so gay. So he leaves me confused and crying with my friends at the mall. Im super-pissed. He tells me that he plans on dating me in the future, but not now. i AM NOT going to be the fruitcup that you grab out of the fridge when you realize the pudding is all gone. if that makes sense? hahahah. so molly and jeff are watching everything im typing:) i'll go. ciao! <3Emily